Graduation.
Everyday I learn something new.
Went to a club for the third time in life. Such ignorance everywhere. The DJ was not impressive and was actually very juvenile and crass. Had me constantly asking myself why I was even there in the first place.
Witnessed some really scary things tonight. I think I really have been sheltered most of my life. Something that happens every day can really affect me immensely. It’s amazing how a liquid can completely change you, or even kill you…
A situation I witnessed tonight has made me never want to pick up a drink again. I think the context of whatever situation you’re in can effect your mood when tippin em back. Like for instance, in celebration, drinking can loosen you up and make you have fun. My 21st birthday wasn’t the funnest experience of my life, but it was a good time. When you’re upset about something though, it really can make you have a terrible night.
I had a shot of tequila myself and I was cool until something happened to someone I care about. I think it sobred me a great deal, and made me angry and upset and disappointed… embarrassed. During a time I should be happy and celebratory for my people who have conquered Tech, I actually feel just tired, annoyed, scared, tipsy, a little nauseated and incredibly disappointed.
The club scene really isn’t worth it.
I really don’t get what the appeal is.
Why would you want to get drunk to the point of risking your life? Why would you let someone you care about do that to themselves? How can you be all upset about it one minute and be scrubbing the floor ten minutes later?
I don’t get it. I really don’t.
