Color Quiz
My office mate told me about his friend who had a heart attack from anxiety. He was worried about me because I skip meals sometimes when I’m busy and am generally doing too much.
There’s definitely a lot going on…overwhelmed is like a constant state I live in right now. It’s funny that I’m annoyed when people react emotionally. Even when I’m super wound up, it doesn’t show anywhere but in private (or on this blog)…
Someone sent a sharp email about some random software and how I should have sent them information about it when she asked for it…copied my bosses and hers.
I attached 2 emails from August. Extensive emails back and forth between me and said person with all of the information I supposedly hadn’t sent her. Copied our bosses on that one too.
It’s really not petty. Maybe she forgot. We run a software shop with 150+ people and tons of software. Easy for stuff to get lost.
Asked someone else what her deal was…apparently she was running around anxious about things all day.
Not my fault. Stop projecting your issues on me and handle them.
I think that’s what annoys me more. Not emotional displays, more misplaced emotions. If you have issues, own them. Don’t dump your stuff on someone else to deal with…
Another day…more and more bs…
What is life like without all this?
Color Quiz Results
Your Existing Situation
“Needs a peaceful and quiet environment. Desires an affectionate and faithful partner who will spoil her and treat her with importance. If she feels mistreated or a lack of attention, she may withdraw.”
Your Stress Sources
“Not a team player and is unwilling to be involved in most activities. In the past she was over involved and now emotionally drained. Due to her fear of over involvement, she now chooses to remain uninvolved with the activities around her. “
Your Restrained Characteristics
Although she is able to find contentment through sexual activity, she feels hopeless to change her problems and difficulties and continues to make the best of what she has.
Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence.
Your Desired Objective
Is in need of immediate rest and relaxation. Longs for peace and a sense they are understood. Feels she has been treated unfairly which makes her angry. Cannot stand to stay in an environment in which she is treated unfairly and with no consideration for her feelings.
Your Actual Problem
Needs to find a stable and peaceful environment which will free her of the worries that are preventing her from achieving the things she wants.
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Ha.
Coming up next? More work from a client who said “we need to launch Dec 7, but it would realllllly be great if you could have the site up by November 30th….I’ll be here if you have any questions!” While not responding to any reach outs for content so that could actually happen….
And Thanksgiving with 8 people under one roof, one of which says things like “no man would want to date you. You don’t know how to support a man” while his wife pays for his entire life…and he spends the money he infrequently makes on 100 thousand dollar cars instead of their huge amounts of debt or reinvesting in his business….and my last several boyfriends had huge amounts of support in whatever they waehrjiwao;er hu2rq3j8q3j8q3j8q3j8q3j8q3j8q3j8q3j8q3j8q3j8c xzwfeljjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjbvm gbhVIELghu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
