Arrrggghhhhppplllbbbt.
I have this really bad thing about forgiveness or maybe just getting over things. It takes me a while to really get angry with someone, you really usually have to do or be consistently negative toward me before I get fed up with you but once I do it’s definitely permanent thing.
I remember in high school, wasn’t even that serious in hindsight but I had this friend that constantly talked about this dude she liked. She’d always be like “on so and so this and I like so and so I wonder what so and so is doing…I really want to be with so and so…what should I do…how should I go about things…what should I say… help me KaNisa” and after giving my advice, I just got so tired of hearing the same stuff over and over it was just like, either you’ll do it or you won’t do it…make decision and stop griping to me about it.
Then one day…she asked the same question for the millionth time and I was just like “you know what. don’t talk to me. I’m trying to help you and you’re not making moves…you’re on my nerves with this immature thing you’re doing. Go away.” Haven’t talked to her in about five years.
I REEALY don’t have tolerance for blatant immaturity, stupidity, complacency or people who lack the ability to have an open mind about things. If you are this way, I’m like leave me alone I don’t like you. You are deleted.
Still working on ways to employ the personality peeve with people that deserve it, while it’s coming so easy with people that it would make life hard to have this type of relationship with…
Anyway…
Here are pics from the skating rink. That’s me about to fall on the far right.
And a little skee-yip love. Me dead center.
Alter ego has finally worn off. Still get flashes of wanting to perform of non-beneficial carpe diem moments, but it’s all under control. Time to focus on schoolwork for the next two weeks…that’s what’s really up.
(*sigh* all of this ghetto talk…)
Quote of the day:
“I’m in a sea of idiots and i’m drowning in their stupidity”
Mrs. Sylvester
P.S. I don’t know if these have hit the market yet, but keep a lookout for Fruit & Creme starburst. They are wonderful. I especially enjoy the peach and cream variety. That is all.
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God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
